just-be-yourself

Hey :) i'm rachel, 15. These last few months ive figured, lifes a bitch. but it goes on! i like to party hard and make the most of each moment as it comes.

Having a crush on someone is more than just liking them. Truth is, it becomes an obsession. Sooner or later you come to school just to see him. Maybe it’s just to pass him in the hallway. Your life is better. You’re happier. You would die if you could just talk to him for a second. He becomes your life. You might not even know him that well. But you feel like you do. You observe him. You get his routine down. And even though it sounds weird, and no one will admit it, it’s the truth. You love his eyes and his smile. His personality is contagious. He says something really really stupid but you still laugh, because he said it. You love the way he walks down the hall. The way he looks at you. And all this time, you trick your mind into believing this beautiful, amazing boy could actually love you. That’s the problem. We start to dream about all these possibilities, and trick our mind they are true. And than our fairy tale ends. Reality hits and you realize he never liked you, and never will. That’s the crash and burn moment.

(Source: sparkling-dreamss, via fatefellshortthistime-x)